But I will say that for who he is and everything he has done for me, that he deserves all of my energy, all of my time and all of my thoughts.
Nobody can love me like him: when I am a huge, cranky brat, he still calms my heart and ministers to me so that I can gracefully return to pretending I'm not a big pain in the butt.
Nobody can take care of me like him: he knows every little thing in the world about me and uses that to fill my life with good things and to protect me and keep me from ruining my life.
My life would be nothing without him and his incredible son.
I have found that real joy and stability in my life have come from spending time getting to know God. The more I know him the more I trust him. And nothing can really mess with me too much when I let God and Jesus Christ get close to me. They are my body guards (except better because they also guard my more valuable treasures: my heart, my mind and my spirit). They are my best friends when things just don't seem to be going all that well. They celebrate with me when I'm having the time of my life. They are peace, safety and vitality. They are my life.
Thank you God for choosing fatherhood! You are the best Dad anybody could ever ask for. I love you!!